I really do suck at updating this thing, oh well my only follower doesnt even update her own so its not like this gets read at all. I sorta feel like i'm talking to myself on here.
So this pain, i can't get it out of my head, all i do is think about you, your face haunts me every time i close my eyes. Your voice wirls by me with the wind as I walk, always walking thinking if i keep going somewhere I will find the place where i am suppose to be. I'm so lost without you in my life i dont know what i'm doing, where i'm going, or how i'm suppose to keep going on with life like the time we shared never happened. When i was with you I was in this whole other world, this world where i was happy, things made sence, and i had you to lean on to help me through things. I want to talk to you again to hear you explain what i could have possibly done to deserve to be treated that way. Why did you have to lie? I really just want you to explain to me why you lied. You can't go from being totally happy to ending things, if there was doubt you should have told me!